I looked down at the wet little bundle with adoration in my
eyes, and gratitude in my heart. I
couldn't believe it, I was holding my baby! He lay on my chest, his big blue
eyes looking around, and no one tried to tear him from my arms, he wasn't
rolled away in a shinny plastic bed, no tubes or wires hooked to his tiny
body. I was home, in my own room, my own
bed; holding my own baby. It was a
blessing I had hardly dared hope for!
David in the NICU |
A little over 3 years earlier, on January 10th, 2009, our
oldest son David was born, 6 1/2 weeks pre-term. Our carefully laid plans for a quiet home
birth were shattered, and David would spend the first 2 weeks of his life in an
incubator, with tubs and wires, at the NICU.
Scotty just days be for we brought him home! |
Fast forward 1 year, March 10th, 2010, our second son, Scotty arrived unexpectedly 8
weeks pre-term. Once again my baby was
swept from my arms within minutes of being born and whisked away to the NICU,
where he would subsequently spend the first month of his life.
With 2 pre-term births in my history, it was a difficult
decision to choose a home birth midwife for our third pregnancy. After much prayer and discussion we decided
to trust that God was bigger than circumstance, and perfectly in control. If he willed it, our precious 3rd child could
go to term and be born at home!
Our midwife was/is amazing! With over 20 years of experience helping mom's with a histor
My baby, born at home! 05/31/2012 |
In order to birth our baby at home I had to make it to
36weeks. So far the closest I'd every
gotten during a pregnancy was 34weeks.
We counted out the weeks and circled the day that marked 36 weeks on the
calendar. And then we waited. The month
of May was hard for me. I trusted that
God's will would be perfect, and our baby would be born in his time and in the
place of his choosing. And yet I wanted
the joy and peace of a home birth sooooo badly!
Every tiny contraction, ache, or pain, very nearly sent me into panic
that the baby would be born early. But
slowly the "magic" day grew closer and closer.
Luke about 1 week old. |
At 36 weeks, 2 days, Luke Harold Jorgensen entered the
world. After just 2 1/2 hours of labor I
joyfully gave birth to our third son, at HOME!
Oh, the joy of holding my baby for the first time could only be matched
by the inexplicable joy of knowing he wouldn't be torn from my arms, or spend
the first few weeks of his life in the hospital!
I give all praise and honor to God for bringing him to
term. As I cuddled, in my own bed, with
my precious baby just hours after his birth slowly drifting off to sleep I
rejoiced in my precious Lords grace and mercy!
Now, 1 year later I remember and rejoice again at his grace
and providence.
Praise the Lord most high!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
All our boys at the park this spring :) |
I didn't know that your first two came so early. What a blessing to have that home birth, Lydia. God bless you, Luke. Happy Birthday, sweetie.
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